Gravity, stay the hell away from me...

Gravity stay the hell away from me...

I miss it. I miss lying in a bed of a simple life; a life without complex decisions or hazardous trials. I'm not afraid to wear on my heart and on my sleeve my fear of life and the future it holds for me.

Gravity is working against me...

Life keeps moving on with or without me. Whether to stay in the greatest city in the world or to move back to the greatest home a boy could ever know, is where I sit. I'm here and there is no where to hide. The weight and bearing of this life is starting to encompass and suffocate me.

Gravity wants to keep me down...

I'm a man now. When I was a boy I could make a brash decision without fear of the implictions they had. But now I'm a little older, a little wiser; now my decisions are weighed on a much larger scale while also having a much larger effect on my life and on my future. As this life keeps moving forward at an indescribable torrid pace, I stay here trying to hold on and not let it all go by me.

Gravity has taken a better man than me, How can that be?...

I wish so badly that I could describe it to you. I wish that my words could draw it for you completely and fully. But unfortunately my words can't. It would be like trying to portray to you love. I can tell you the the feelings it brings, I can describe the accoutrements of love, but to get to the core, the heart of it, is impossible. Moreover, it's inaccessible. This fear of the heart of my future is something I hope you can just understand. I need you to be here with me, cause as I keep growing up through this life, I have to be completely honest with you; it's scaring the hell out of me.

Gravity, stay the hell away from me...

Be Relentless,
Peace
Remoy